Friday, January 4, 2008

Warning!


In just an evening I have learned more about myself than in all of 2007. 
And it's not pleasant.
 
How ugly I look when I'm selfish. 

How messy it get's when I'm trying to do everything by myself. 

How little I know.

How I abuse people who love me.

How lost I am. 

It is a good beginning for a new year. Only problem is that I don't feel this. 
Instead I am going to warn people about me. You should know how selfish I am. You don't see this at first. But I really am. Trust me. 
I am really sorry. Also in advance.

Rebecca

2 comments:

Unknown said...

We are quite a complex chemistry machine; humans. If you figure out what makes you react like you do, then remedy isn't far away - or is it?
It might be easy to warn others. As sure as writing your blog, you will meet your match one day, more selfish than you thought possible, more contradictory and even more in need of love than yourself.
You can always do something else.

peace
morsi

Rebecca said...

:) I like how you seem to answer and then you open up the question again. At the moment I don't believe in general solutions to personality challenges. Everything depends because we are the complex chemistry machine you talk about. So thanks for not telling me how it is. :)
Yes... It is the easy solution. Warning others. Then I'm able to say - told you to be careful! End of accusations.
I know I need to be responsable for my actions.
I know.
Oh... It would be a disaster to meet a match like that!

Something else? What do you mean?

Yes - peace
Rebecca